"..and when it was time to grieve, i was up all night, howling like a wolf to the moon. soaked in tears, i searched for the warmth of your heart, but you werenât home to be found. day after day, i carried myself through the heaviness, learning slowly how to endure. until one day, i began to be warm with myself. i learned to live within my own company, even in the midst of a rainy season, and i taught myself how to treat myself with kindness, with love, with respect. i talked myself into believing that time could carry me out of the darker places, leading meâslowly, painstakinglyâtoward the light.."
"when i lost you, i lost more than just love. i lost a friend, a therapist, i lost home, i lost everything. so donât feel pity for me now, as i am falling apart."Â
- "i wish i wrote you" is a compilation of poems divided into 6 chapters, namely blue, blonde, jungle, valerie, ivy, and rare.